a letter of love?

this is the feeling of heartache? i don't know.. bt the feeling is so strong that tears uncontrollably rolling out.. I never had this kind of feelings before.. Is this good? or it's bad.. This had proven how much i'm falling for you.. I love you.. and it's not changing.. no matter what's the starting point of our relationship.. but to me i think what important is now and the future.. what's back then is not important.. I understand what you say.. i know you're hurt inside because of the starting point of our relationship is just so unfair to you.. But what matters now is i love you.. and that's because of you.. your attitude, your way of walking, the way you talk, the way you treat ppl and most important how you treat me. All of this.. is the reason i love you.. With no regrets..

p.s. you're mine.. ^_^

sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet?

a post that i wrote some time ago...

Memorable Saturday
Went out together and spent time together..
After tkd,
You gave me your shoe,
And you barefooted,
Just because you don’t want me to hurt my leg.
That instant,
I can feel the warmth of being love..
That feeling is so true that it really stays in my mind.
When I see you stepping on the stones,
My heart really aches.
I guess this is the feeling of being in love.
The feeling that I’ve always been running away from.
It have been long since I had this feeling of being loved.
It’s so wonderful yet sometimes scary.
I think I need to learn how to face my own feelings.
I got one conclusion to be made for today,
That is,
I love you and I can see the love from you to me.

By amy,

27-04-08 Saturday

current mental status

reading back my old blog, it reminds me of who i was.. or who i am? i'm not sure.. should i use some brain power to think of who should i be and how i want to lead my life.. i think this determine how happy i am being someone living and still kicking.. i think i should be back myself.. and not being someone other ppl expect me to be.. that's the old me.. a much happier soul.. that's what i wanted all this while right? *still thinking* ah well.. i think i got my decision set in my mind.. that's the point i'm starting my journey.. woo hoo.. *walking towards my target of life*

exam is coming to an end

woots.. exams are coming to an end.. after being so stressed up for like 2 weeks?! finally.. it's going to end.. so happy.. lou gong's back this week.. additional boast.. fui yoh.. i realise lately my topic of conversation with friends never gone out from science.. even a simple act we also can relate to scientific stuffs.. so pro.. shyte.. those stuffs just can't get off my brain.. my peanut brain is just too small to stuff all this scientific things in.. gosh.. it's saturated.. will our brain get TOO saturated? *wondering* no idea.. hahahhaa.. tomorrow going gai gai with lou gong.. my bread munching banana monster mutated pig.. ^_^.. how i wish time could just skip today.. and reach tomorrow.. HOW GOOD WILL THAT BE? that's GREAT!!!!!!